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Weggen The weight of the world crushing my skull
My eyes close with dreams of monstrosity
My mind shut off but my hands still move
Open my eyes and let my mind work again
But only to see the destruction I've done
I need to stop the bleeding
I need to fight back
To kill the weight on my skull
The agony is consuming me
I don't know how much more I can take
Everything this life throws at me
Overwhelms me to the breaking point
The constant migraines and loss of appetite
Eluding sleep and endless hallucinations
The voices inside my head won't leave me alone
The calm of darkness is my only solace
All the phobias executing my only hour
TheWeggen by ~Thediamondintherough

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Traumer You're like a dream
A dream I fall asleep just to see
A dream so beautiful I believe I died and went to heaven

You're like a flower
A flower so bright it mocks the sun's raise
A flower so beautiful I wouldn't change anything about it

You're like a raven
A raven so mysterious I'll spend eternity to understand
A raven so beautiful I will follow 'til the end of time

You're like a dream
A dream I fall asleep just to see
A dream so beautiful I believe I died and went to heavenTraumer by ~Thediamondintherough

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Die Ende The sky is grey and somber
Disassociated, silver rain beholds
My flesh mutilated, wailing with guilt

Walking along the stone wall
Rustling the trees, I hear your voice
A voice once lost in a despondent coma

My mind grows frail
My heart grows stagnated
My eyes grow jaded

The despair is asphyxiating me

Wie kann ich vergebe mir selbst?
Ich könnte dich retten können, aber ich verlor du stattdessen!
Ich bin an allem schuld!
Ich bin derjenige, der schuld!

The sky is grey and somber
Disassociated, silver rain beholds
My heart mutilated, I'm wailing with guilt Die Ende by ~Thediamondintherough

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10:49 p.m. This empty void will never be filled again
This broken heart will never be healed again
These black tears will never stop falling again

Sleep eludes me now
Hunger never comes by me now
I no longer can speak

I will never forgive myself
It's all my fault
At 10:49 p.m. you swallowed them all

Your body lay cold
No more breath
No more heart beat

But now I am dead as well
The moment you went through with it
My soul collapsed in me and never woke up

This empty void will never be filled again
This broken heart will never be healed again
These black tears will never stop falling again

Leah... I'm sorry...10:49 p.m. by ~Thediamondintherough

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Empty Space This is where I keep the bad things.
They're in a box beneath my bed.
I use it as a metaphor for the things inside my head.
All the things that bother me that are better left unsaid.

In this box are secrets, and the only other key.
In this boxes are pieces that all fell away from me.
I store them up to keep the safe where others cannot see.
A message in a bottle that will never float on free.

The metaphor goes on, dear friends. Plainly on my face.
A shallow mask to hide the woes and to hide my own disgrace.
Never happy here. Move on to another place
When I've filled in every empty space.Empty Space by ~FistOfTheDamned

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Life's Music Can you hear it?
Can you feel it?

It's all around us.

It's life,
it's death,
it's love
and pain.

It's the sound of silence
and the beat of business.

Music,
it's everywhere,
in everything.

It's the start
as well as the end,
diving in between.

It expresses what
words cannot say,
and can get you through
a very rough day.

Just stop,
and listen.
You'll not only hear it
but experience music.

There's music in everything
and things in between,
you just need to stop.
Relax.
Listen.

To find the rhythm of life.Life's Music by ~Iamwritten

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Oblivion You're my bridge from Oblivion
My keeper from Dagon
And the princes of evil

Shadows and dust
Fire and brimstone
You're the queen to set this world in calm
Light the fires
To fight the Fire
My savior from Destruction

The Dragon and the Demon
Gods and Devils
Fight real in this world
Stand strong and show faith with reward of meaning

Banished into Oblivion
As fortold by scrolls of powerOblivion by *Deaths-Lament

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227 by *NatsumeWolf

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1 day, 15 hours ago by ~Thediamondintherough
Journals / Personal

Rules
1. Choose 4 of your OC's.
2. Make your OC's answer these questions.
3. Tag 4 other people (I DON'T WANNA)

-Armondo Artemis Valo
-Alexandra Donovan
-Veronica Amelia Valentine
-Denis Hugh Puget

What's your theme song?

Armondo: Last Resort by Papa Roach
Alex: Scars by Papa Roach
Veronica: In Your Shadow (I can shine) by Tokio Hotel
Denis: Break by Three Days Grace

Have any kids?

Armondo: no
Alex: well.. (promise not to tell?) I was raped at age 17 and had a baby boy a year later but I put him up for adoption...
Veronica: not yet

Denis: well I raised Armondo for a little while

Favourite food or *drink?

Armondo: I can't eat any food but my favorite drink; Vodka.
Alex: I don't really have a favorite
Veronica: salad and Vodka
Denis: I love booze! XD

Killed anyone?

Armondo: plenty.
Alex: never!
Veronica: no
Denis: I'm pretty sure I haven't!

Hate anyone?

Armondo: almost everyone in this world. Mainly my god mother Edwika.
Alex: My ex boyfriend who raped me, my boss, my dad, and Armondo -.-
Veronica: my step father.
Denis: my brother for getting me into my morphine addiction!

Love anyone?

Armondo: Veronica..
Alex: I once loved Armondo..
Veronica: Armondo :3
Denis: Booze!

Who's your best friend?

Armondo: Veronica
Alex: at one point, Armondo
Veronica: Armondo :3
Denis: Booze!! XD ...and Armondo

What's your species?

Armondo: well I'm not exactly human so... idk
Alex: Human ...duh
Veronica: Human

Denis: PEANUT BUTTER!!!

D HUMAN PEANUT BUTTER!!! XDD

Any siblings?

Armondo: nope
Alex: no
Veronica: I had a younger sister
Denis: I don't know! C:

Would you kill yourself to save the one you love?

Armondo: Yes, even though I can't die but if it's the one I love, they would be able to break my curse and end my immortality.
Alex: yeah, I guess
Veronica: of course

Denis: I AM ALWAYS WILLING TO DIE FOR BOOZE!!! XD

What are your powers or forms?

Armondo: my power is immortality. although it's more a curse really.
Alex: I'm a human. nothing else you dumbass.
Veronica: Human

that's it (sadly)
Denis: I'm a beer monster!!! XDD

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Mood: Agony
Listening to: nothing
Reading: nothing
Watching: The Big Bang Theory
Playing: nothing
Eating: my flesh and bone
Drinking: my blood

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I'm a 15 year old girl, I'm lesbian, straight edge, vegetarian, an artist, a writer, and have depression. I'm basically the real living (and girl version) of Armondo, my OC. I also know a bit of German.

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~TalentedThruHIM 6 hours ago Student General Artist

Hey! Where you been! Sorry I haven't talk to you in FOREVER! Life has been SO busy. It's crazy. Plus I've been on and off again grounded. It seems like my mom ALWAYS has SOMETHING to ground me for. Usually it's just cuz she's pissed at something else. So how are you!?!

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~Iamwritten 2 days ago Hobbyist Writer

Thank you for the favourite~

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~Thediamondintherough 1 day ago Hobbyist Writer

you're welcome

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"I'm an extremist, I have to deal with my own extreme personality, and I walk the fine line of wanting to die and wanting to be the ruler of it all."
~ Davey Havok

~NekoTobi97 May 17, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

Thanks for the fave!

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~What doesn't kill you, make you stronger~

~Thediamondintherough May 17, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

no prob

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"I'm an extremist, I have to deal with my own extreme personality, and I walk the fine line of wanting to die and wanting to be the ruler of it all."
~ Davey Havok

~7kierr May 17, 2012

~Thediamondintherough May 17, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

cool, you're welcome

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"I'm an extremist, I have to deal with my own extreme personality, and I walk the fine line of wanting to die and wanting to be the ruler of it all."
~ Davey Havok

~3mikeBlack3 May 15, 2012

thanks for the fav

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"America is an insane asylum run by the inmates."
Lester Roloff

"Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it's time to pause and reflect."
Mark Twain

Have a lovely day!

~Thediamondintherough May 15, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

no prob

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"I'm an extremist, I have to deal with my own extreme personality, and I walk the fine line of wanting to die and wanting to be the ruler of it all."
~ Davey Havok

~ToniiTragedy May 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Thanks so much for all the faves, highly appreciated ~<3

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